Dorothy is looking for a place where there is no trouble which is a place “over the rainbow.” To escape pain, alters go over the rainbow. (This is a.k.a. in Alice In Wonderland Programming as “going through the looking glass”
Judy Garland, she was an MK slave and the first to sing the ''over the rainbow'' song. holding a mirror (looking glass).
another example how the symbolism fits the research.
Over the rainbow in Oz is for the Monarch slave to be in a trance, and into a certain area of the programming. To be fluctuating at both ends as an observer and not a participant or to go to the other extreme and become a participant. The theme song of the movie goes, “Somewhere over the Rainbow...there’s a land where the dreams that you dare to dream really come true.” These lyrics are a method to hypnotically confuse the brain to perceive that the “over the Rainbow experience” (which is usually horrible abuse) is a “dream”. The dissociative mind is only too happy to call the trauma a dream, which is lived as a reality for a moment, but is nevertheless recorded by the mind as a fantasy. The term for this is cryptoamnesia, which means the process where the proper functioning of memory is hypnotically messed up. The slave’s internal world becomes “reality” and the external real world becomes the Land of Oz which is perceived as make-believe.
anyone interested in Cobain's death should see some of the bizarre projects Cobain was associated with prior to his death, and some of the CIA people he was directly involved with.
Cobain did the musical background for a William Burroughs-narrated tape, an audio excerpt from that author's book titled 'Exterminator'
(odd elements of bisexuality , heroin addiction, cannibalism and murder involved).
Cobain wanted Burroughs, a known homosexual activist, to cameo in his 'Heart Shaped Box' video,
author, beatnik, and CIA killer William Burroughs
and wrote in his journals that he wanted Burroughs to simulate a sexual assault on him. The plan was to depict Burroughs raping Cobain from behind and dying on top of him, and orgasming his life energy into Cobain , complete with medical footage of semen flowing through the interior of a pen*s. Burroughs declined the offer. Cobain considered Burroughs a sort of protege, a fellow bisexual/heroin addict/writer.
Here is the link proving it:http://realitystudio.org/biography/william-s-burroughs-and-kurt-cobain-a-dossier/
It sounds like Cobain was attempting to involve Burroughs in the simulation of some sort of sex magick ritual. Ancient tribes have been known to perform rituals with the dying elders submitting to be ritually killed, and eaten, so that their life force may be passed on and live on in those who carry on afterward.
It has been said that Cobain was into the occult. Cobain likely had knowledge of real life sex magick or enochian rituals.
Burroughs is a noted occultist (OTO):http://user.cyberlink.ch/~koenig/2005/phantom.htm
check out this video on Burroughs bizarre life as a mind controlled assassin for the CIA:http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VQL3FvWGx2g
Here is some background on Burroughs , a video biography (featuring some interesting information re: Burrough's activities in murdering his wife, as an assassin for the CIA, and his weapons collection, homosexuality, drug addiction, being sent at 15 to a masonic Los Alamos training camp etc.:http://video.google.ca/videoplay?docid=9198809969200913970&q=burroughs+biography&total=1&start=0&num=10&so=0&type=search&plindex=0
Cobain may have been killed in some sort of ritual, either voluntarily or involuntarily.
Courtney Love making satanic hand sign
Anyone interested in Cobain cannot miss seeing 'My Own Private Idaho' starring River Phoenix. It was made by Gus Van Sant , who was very close to the circle of people that Cobain was surrounded by all his life.
Van Sant lives in Portland, which is closely to the whole west coast Seattle scene.
I think 'My Own Private Idaho was loosely based on the type of life that
Cobain led prior to becoming successful in music.
The main character Mike, played by River Phoenix, is a homeless young Seattle drug addict who prostitutes himself to men to feed his drug habit. I have read that Cobain was himself a homeless drug addict who slept under a bridge and at the library , and hung around pickup spots (prostitution) to feed his drug habit. This was in the years before he became a successful musician.
Another interesting fact is that the main character suffered from narcolepsy, a condition in which sufferers of this disease pass out and fall into a sleeping state when under stress. Cobain was also narcoleptic .
The character in My Own Private Idaho is victimized by a brutal father and was from a broken home, and suffers 'blackout periods' where he does not know what happened.
It is also known that Cobain dabbled in the occult.
My Own Private Idaho was made by gay activist film maker Gus Van Sant, (WRITTEN AND DIRECTED) who also directed 'Last Days' , starring Michael Pitt, and loosely based on Cobain's last weeks of life.
Kurt Cobain and River Phoenix both were personal friends of Michael Stipe, another prominent gay rights advocate, and both Cobain and Phoenix died the same year.
Cobain and River Phoenix knew each other, and after the death of River Phoenix, Cobain dedicated a song to him at one of his concerts. Phoenix and Cobain died within six months of each other, both dead of heroin overdose.
My guess is that if Cobain saw 'My Own Private Idaho' when it came out in late October 1991, or later, it would have had a major personal impact on his psyche.
narcolepsy is a known trait of MKultra or Monarch projects
interesting but possibly useless tidbit:
Nirvana's hit record 'Never Mind' has an infant immersed in water on the cover, and MKUltra is known to begin conditioning subjects from infancy, with torture techniques that are known to include water boarding.
The main character in the movie My Own Private Idaho, Mike , is revealed to have been in a mental institution at the age of one, with his mentally unbalanced
mother. This would mean that Mike would have been situated perfectly to undergo mind control programming during infancy at the institute.
here is a clip of the beginning of My Own Private Idaho.
Notice one of the earliest scenes place in Seattle, before the story moves on to Idaho:http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5wwAftKY1ks&feature=related
the entire movie is there, in 11 ten minute pieces:http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AaVL0qW7lhM&feature=relatedhttp://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Llbj6UEQVIQ&feature=relatedhttp://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tEbacWabiOE&feature=relatedhttp://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DaK4YO0nXkc&feature=relatedhttp://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rI-Kx3YiCK0&feature=relatedhttp://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KMGbDxkpY8k&feature=relatedhttp://www.youtube.com/watch?v=upjIW-cxT8Y&feature=relatedhttp://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3LJs2osoQbQ&feature=relatedhttp://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wuygD6ao_uw&feature=relatedhttp://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aToYZaJjT8Y&feature=related
Check out River Phoenix's childhood being raised by the Children of God hippie cult:http://www.rickross.com/reference/family/family5.html
Like Cobain, Phoenix was raised with a mission to be an entertainer from early age (like so many of them , from Judy Garland to Jon Benet Ramsey to Britney Spears, etc. etc. That's what the Mickey Mouse Club is all about , after all)
check out the trailer for the film 'Last Days' , based on the final
days of Kurt Cobain's life, and written and directed by Gus Van
Sant , the same guy who made My Own Private Idaho:http://www.youtube.com/v/HFWnZW3esb8
If you watch 'Last Days' you will see Cobain going into the same narcoleptic sleep that Phoenix does in 'My Own Private Idaho', and both films were written and directed by Gus Van Sant.
Cobain compared himself to Frances Farmer, who was in and out of mental institutions, another possible 'project'.
Farmer with Tyrone Power in Son of Fury (1942).
Here is a link to information on how Seattle-born actress Frances Farmer was allegedly abused by the psychiatric community, electroshocked, and even raped on military bases:http://www.francesfarmersrevenge.com/stuff/frances/index.htm
A lot of this information had been dismissed, even ridiculed, as hyperbole and exaggeration at the time that it emerged, but in light of what is now
publicly known to have happened with MKUltra , Monarch, etc. ........it is really not as far-fetched now as it must have seemed back then, when virtually nothing was known about this type of secret activity.
It sounds almost like they attempted to turn her into a multiple.
Oddly enough, Farmer once worked at the Fairmont Olympic Hotel, another massive gothic rail hotel similar to the one that Cobain was staying at in Banff when given the lyrics. In fact it is part of the same Fairmont chain of hotels.
Here is a picture of Cobain meeting with homosexual author William Burroughs at his lakeside cottage residence just outside of Lawrence, Kansas in October 1993:
This is a photo that Burroughs snapped of Cobain using the cottage toilet. ( Burroughs sent Cobain this photo on Cobain's 27th birthday:
this just gets weirder and weirder the more I look at it.
-Cobain met his idol, author William S. Burroughs, six months before his (Cobain's ) death in April 1994
-Burroughs was famous for having 'accidentally' shot his wife Joan, fatally, in the forehead, at a party in Mexico, (for which he was never imprisoned) in 1951
-In the year 2000, Cobain's widow Courtney Love played the part of Burrough's murdered wife Joan in a film called 'Beat' , starring Kiefer Sutherland, which was a biographical film about
William S. Burroughs: http://imdb.com/title/tt0211941/
-the 1991 David Cronenberg film Naked Lunch ( http://imdb.com/title/tt0102511/
) which was written by David Cronenberg , loosely reflects events in the life of author Burroughs as he wrote the novel Naked Lunch. The main character, writer Bill Lee, works as an 'exterminator' who 'kills bugs with drugs', is himself a drug addict working for the CIA, spies on drug operations in foreign countries, suffers hallucinations, and answers to a 'controller'.
Here is an example of the kind of metaphors, (what could be termed 'CIA metaphors') embedded in 'Naked Lunch':
In this scene, Peter Weller, (playing the part of William S. Burroughs) is forced to 'prove his credentials' before being allowed entry into the country of 'Annexia'.
So he shoots his wife in the head. At which point , he is told 'Welcome to Annexia'http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=H9CwWpcwe78
It is, imo, a metaphor for how hard-core criminal/satanic secret societies demand that people make incredible personal sacrifices to prove their utter devotion and commitment to the group before being allowed to join:
In this case, William S. Burroughs, who is famous for having 'accidentally' shot his wife in the head, is depicted as actually having carried out the act as a means to gain entry to another secret level or realm of the network.
I have been finding a very close association between director Gus Van Sant and William S. Burroughs.
Van Sant did at least four projects involving William Burroughs, including a music CD, two short films,
and a motion picture:
Elvis Of Letters (1985) Music: William S. Burroughs,Gus Van Sant
The Discipline of DE (197 Gus Van Sant (9 min, 16 mm black and white, adaptation of William S. Burroughs' short story, narrated by Ken Shapiro) http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MLOCG7ETVu8
Thanksgiving Prayer (1991) Gus Van Sant (2 min, 35 mm color, written by and starring William S. Burroughs)http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=376pRakLvZU
Even Cowgirls Get the Blues (1993) Gus Van Sant (feature length film, features a diverse cast [Keanu Reeves, Roseanne Barr, Uma Thurman, Rain Phoenix, and k.d. lang], with cameos by William S. Burroughs and Heather Graham,http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Jrlxcg1r5jY
Some more interesting tidbits here:
Gus Van Sant wrote and directed 'Last Days' , a film about the final hours of Kurt Cobain.
Van Sant's 'My Own Private Idaho' features a 'Brokeback Mountain' style campfire scene between Keanu Reaves and River Phoenix
River Phoenix and Kurt Cobain died within six months of each other, both of a heroin overdose.
Gus Van Sant wrote and directed 'Even Cowgirls Get the Blues', a lesbian version of Brokeback Mountain.
Heath Ledger starred as a gay cowboy in Brokeback Mountain.
Peter Weller played the part of William S. Burroughs in 'Naked Lunch'
Peter Weller starred opposite Heath Ledger in 'The Order' .
Heath Ledger died, like Cobain , in his late twenties, alone, involving a drug overdose.
Everything I find out about Gus Van Sant leads to more connections to
this CIA activity.
He is now going to be directing a new film out next year called
'The Electric KoolAid Acid Test', http://slyoyster.com/moviestv/2007/gus-vant-sant-drinking-the-electric-kool-aid/
The book/movie based on a real event, and is all about a CIA-sponsored group called the 'The Merry Pranksters' who toured America in the mid-sixties, methodically distributing marijuana, amphetamines, and LSD.
Names connected to this group include Kesey, Kerouac, Ginsberg, Hunter Thompson, and even William Burroughs , who appeared at a Kesey organized hippy poetry festival in the mid-seventies.
Courtney Love making satanic hand sign
Cobain worshipped homosexual, drug addict author William Burroughs, who at one point visited Rome, and then lived at a house in Tangiers which was used as a child prostitution brothel , prostituting male Moroccan children to visiting male tourists.
The film 'My Own Private Idaho' depicts a Seattle 16 year old gay-male prostitute who has been living on the streets since he was twelve, is narcoleptic, suffers blackouts of missing time, and is transported around the world (including Rome). The boy's 'specialty' is apparently a propensity for passing out whenever he is told to disrobe for his customers. (could be some embedded mind control program, in that the act of disrobing under those circumstances is an embedded 'trigger', that makes him pass out or shift into his 'alter' state)
. The film 'My Own Private Idaho' appears to be showcasing the fruits of the labors of the CIA in some bizarre fashion.
Mike accusing his handler of selling his body for sex 'while he is asleep'.
Cobain is said to have once worked as a gay prostitute to feed his heroin habit, and toured Europe (including Rome) promoting a minor record before becoming famous with his second album. Cobain was also said to be narcoleptic, which has led to speculation that 'My Own Private Idaho' was a film depicting the exact sort of specimen that Cobain was prior to gaining fame as a musician.
Now listen to this bizarre reading by Burroughs , who always wrote semi-autobiographically , speaking of stealing a bag of severed limbs to feed his heroin habit (with , bizarrely, a heroin-addicted Kurt Cobain providing the background music. Cobain arranged to do this project with Burroughs, and later traveled to meet with Burroughs at his cottage) :http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1Pfd3OtPQoA#cDv82sCD0b4
First, it is as yet no certainty for me that Burroughs was CIA. I think it likely that he was. He says that he was almost recruited, and says that someone scuttled it for him, but who knows what the truth is ? Put it this way, if he had worked as a killer for the CIA, would he be eager to piss off the CIA by broadcasting that to the world?
Of course not. He would issue a denial of any relation to the CIA, if he knew what was good for him.
anyone interested in this should see his biography film on Google video:http://video.google.ca/videoplay?docid=9198809969200913970&q=burroughs+biography&total=1&start=0&num=10&so=0&type=search&plindex=0
it shows him posing with his weapons collection.
He always said "write what you know about" and openly admits that most of his work is semi-autobiographical, so when he starts writing doing heroin about a bag containing severed brown legs, it does get interesting.
He lived in Mexico, South America, Morrocco
When he found Rome and Ansen’s company dreary, inspired by Paul Bowles' fiction, he decided to head for Tangier, Morocco. In a home owned by a known procurer of homosexual prostitutes for visiting American and English men, he rented a room and began to write a large body of text that he personally referred to as Interzone. Burroughs lived in Tangier for several months, before returning to the United States where he suffered several personal indignities- Ginsberg was in California and refused to see him, A. A. Wyn, the publisher of Junkie, was not forthcoming with his royalties and his parents were threatening to cut off his allowance. All signs pointed him back to Tangier, a place where his parents would have to continue the support and one where drugs were freely available. He left in November 1954 and spent the next four years there working on the fiction that would later become Naked Lunch, as well as attempting to write commercial articles about Tangier. He sent these writings to Ginsberg, his literary agent for Junkie, but none were published until 1989 when Interzone, a collection of short stories, was published. Under the strong influence of a marijuana confection known as majoun and a German-made opioid called Eukodol (oxycodone), Burroughs settled in to write. Eventually, Ginsberg and Kerouac, who had traveled to Tangier in 1957, helped Burroughs edit these episodes into Naked Lunch.
another interesting fact is that Burroughs often forgot having written some of the material, the drug-addled writings got so biographical and so bizarre at points that it prompted some alarm among Kerouac and Ginsberg:
"Bill, what's all this stuff about boys being hung in limestone caves?"
Another interesting film to watch is David Cronenburg's Naked Lunch,
which is written by Cronenberg and not based directly on Burrough's book of that name, but a story about the main character who is a composite assembled by Cronenberg of William Burrough's various characters.
The main character is someone who talks of being on 'assignment' by his handlers, and travels on missions to different foreign locations, and in contact with dark skinned homosexual boy prostitutes. It also, grotesquely, mentions illicit trafficking in something called 'the real black meat', which is depicted as dead black bugs. In fact the main character is at one an exterminator who kills 'bugs' with
by spraying them with an overdose of addictive chemicals.
So here's this guy with a weapons collection who travels around the world with a heroin habit who writes stories about being under the control of handlers, a gay heroin addict, working as an 'exterminator' of 'black bugs' who seem to love the white powder
he sprays them with, and bags of severed legs etc.
Then I hear that Cobain did the background music for one of Burrough's
audio readings and it gets even weirder. I find out that Burroughs murdered his wife 'by accident' , shooting her in the head. I find out that Cobain worked
as homosexual teen prostitute to feed his heroin habit at one time before becoming successful in music and was later obsessed with William Burroughs.
Then I find out that after the heroin addicted Cobain was found shot in the head, with many speculating that his wife Courtney Love had motive to have him killed,Courtney goes on to a career as an actress, and to play the part of Burrough's murdered (shot in the head) wife Joan in the film 'Beat' which was based on the life of William Burroughs.
It has been said that Jeffrey Dahmer may have been MKUltra, some sort of MKUltra experiment gone wrong, or the fall guy for a group
of people who were involved. (anyone remember the story of how the police let Dahmer go when they caught him abusing a bleeding boy?
Ever wonder what type of hand signals or code words may have gotten Dahmer out of that situation? Or maybe they ran his name, and found
his file flagged with some sort of 'hands off' designation?)
Kay Griggs has said in interviews that she thinks Jeffrey Dahmer was connected to CIA black ops.
Jeffrey Dahmer preyed on young male heroin addicted prostitutes, many of them of black or foreign descent, and severed their limbs, etc.
I do think it would have been interesting to hear what William Burroughs thought of the Jeffery Dahmer situation. (I was not saying that I thought his audio story was based on Dahmer. I meant that Burroughs seemed to have prior knowledge of similar situations, so it would have been interesting to hear what he had to say about it.)
some interesting details of Burroughs' life:
- at 15 he was sent to a Masonic training camp known as 'ranch school'.
- he was a known member of the occult order the OTO
Also, I would not necessarily use the term 'CIA agent' in reference to Burroughs. The phrase that I used was "Burroughs was CIA",
ie: an asset , possibly an MKUltra mind controlled assassin who did not even officially work as a CIA agent, but was nonetheless an asset performing work for the agency under various 'alters'.
His writings seem to suggest involvement with alter egos, missing time,
violence, and narcotics .
This could also explain why someone high up ensured that Burroughs got away with fatally shooting his own wife in the head.
It is a common mafia tactic to demand proof that a commissioned hit has been carried out, in the form of a hand or finger provided from the corpse of the victim.
I would recommend that anyone who watches Naked Lunch watch it with an eye for metaphor.
The film could be a metaphor for what William Burroughs true life was.
It could be that he worked as an assassin for the CIA exterminating 'bugs' (bothersome targets, security risks, people who knew too much etc.), and that there is a sideline to this profession in selling the actual body parts of one's targets on some human flesh market.
Could this be what Dahmer truly was? Another Burroughs, who killed heroin junkies, 'projects', child prostitutes, drug mules, etc., for the CIA to shut them up once they had outlived their usefulness?
re: My Own Private Idaho
I think this is a veiled story about a mind controlled project, the main character 'Mike'. Mike was a narcoleptic who experiences missing time, frequently blacking out, and is constantly moved around by a handler/handlers.
(narcolepsy is said to be common among mind controlled people)
In the movie, the life story of Mike fits the model for a mind control victim. He is a homeless teen aged male prostitute suffering from drug addiction and mental problems. It emerges that Mike's birth was the product of an incestuous relationship between Mike's brother and Mike's mother. Mike's mother was jailed for murdering a crooked card dealer who had dared rip off the mob/CIA casino that he had worked for in Reno. Mike was an infant at the time of the murder, and his mother was sent to a psychiatric facility, and Mike actually lived at the psychiatric hospital with her. Assuming she had spent a number of years at the institution undergoing 'treatment' for having committed murder, it would mean that Mike spent his entire early childhood in a psychiatric institute.
So Mike may have been the victim of experiments and procedures from infancy, and completely transformed due to having spent his early life in a psychiatric institution where handlers would have had regular access to him.
It also emerges that Mike's handler, Scott, is none other than the son of the powerful masonic mayor of Portland. Scott moves Mike from one prostitution/crime/drugs scenario to another , regularly traveling with him, with Mike suffering narcoleptic 'blackouts' and missing time throughout the film. Mike also at one point states that he has been with his handler for four years. In the film, the character Mike is roughly sixteen or seventeen years old, which means that Mike has been travelling around with Scott, being prostituted and blacking out since he was twelve or thirteen years old.
I can only speculate here, but what emerges is a picture of a mind-controlled slave who is being used alternately as a child prostitute, possibly an international drug courier, and a street thug who participates in gang muggings. Watch the film.
Gus Van Sant may have written this film with full knowledge of CIA operations, and full knowledge of mind control and how it relates to child prostitution, drug operations, street gangs etc. The alarming thing to me is that the film would have been made to appeal to the 'in crowd' , the people who 'got it' would have loved it, but the general public would have been confused by what they were looking at. What alarms me is that people like Gus Van Sant and his subculture of financial backers and promoters etc. brazenly make films about this sort of thing, knowing that there are huge numbers of 'insiders' who will understand it, while the general public has not a fraction of a clue what they are really watching. It begs the question: how many people secretly know about this stuff? If major films can be done to appeal to large numbers of people , then there may be a hell of a lot of people capable of 'reading between the lines' in enjoying such films.
Why do strange cryptic little films like 'My Own Private Idaho' reach 'cult status' , when virtually no one normal can figure out what the hell is going on?
The term 'cult status' is a hell of a lot more descriptive than you think.
Bill Clinton admits to MKultra mind control experiments:http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cTiONdJJRcw
picture of William Burroughs with Kurt Cobain
the true story behind the lyrics to Smells Like Teen Spirit:http://www.topix.com/forum/who/nirvana/TAP8NSTHB7L2O1R6T
nirvana is just another case of where the symbolism fits the research.
This is the cover of a later-released compilation album of Nirvana's hits, called 'Over the Rainbow'.
It has a sort of Alice in Wonderland/Little Red Riding Hood look to it , and of course the 'Wizard of Oz' title to it.
From what I have read both those films figure prominently in Monarch programming of children.
Some of the grotesque features/details are an Alice in Wonderland type animal, a half-fox,
half- mosquito/preying mantis type creature, frolicking with toddlers. One of the toddlers is introducing
the creature to the blonde female toddler, who has a prosthetic
limb. (implication being that the creature has already consumed part of the girl, and she is being
reintroduced to it again?) Or are the children embracing a familiar friend?
Also note that the boy is depicted as lower-class, unkept hair, wearing rags, and the little girl is
prim and proper, with matching dress and bow, golden socks matching neatly kept hair, etc.
The price she paid was one of her hands?
the creature is a reference to the line 'A mosquito, my libido' ?
"Over the rainbow" is MKUltra-speak for being in a state of dissociation, the
key goal of the programming and how the alters are created.
The butterfly is, I suppose, a nod to Monarch.
The "insect fox" may be a reference to multiple personalities.