Ego Death

[Kilgore Trout]

A Song by Tool , very fitting.

Reflection

I have come curiously close to the end, though
Beneath my self indulgent pitiful hole. defeated i
Concede and move closer. I may find comfort here
I may find peace within the emptiness. how pitiful.

Its calling me
...

And in my darkest moment, fetal and weeping.
The moon tells me a secret. my confidant.
As full and bright as I am, this light is not my own
A million light reflections pass over me
Its source is bright and endless.
She resuscitates the hopeless
Without her we are lifeless satellites drifting.

And as I pull my head out
I am without one doubt
Dont want to be down here
Feeding my narcissism i
Must crucify the ego
Before its far too late
I pray the light lifts me out

Before I pine away.
...

So crucify the ego
Before its far too late
To leave behind this place so
Negative and blind and cynical

And we will come to find
That we are all one mind
Capable of all thats
Imagine the unconceivable

Just let the light touch you
And let the words spill thorough
Just let them pass right through,
Bringing out our hope and reason.

Before we pine away.

[Q]

Thanks for your reply--- but I dont agree with the quote, in fact thats not at all the case in my exsperiance and others. I would encourage you to read the first post again and if your trully interested in exspanding consciousness follow this link: http://www.albigen.com/uarelove/most_rapid/contents.aspx this is a safe and rapid instruction for ego death. Few really want this and will fight tooth and nail to keep the illusion. If you want this pathless path or the un-beaten path as I call it this is a good place to start. Ive researched for 14 years to find solutions to the human condition. This is it but a narrow gate it is and few will enter volutarily, but all will enter.

There are allot of feel good teachings about ego out there in the New Age cult. This is not one. Once you realize what ego is how it works and why its there--- there is no turning back. Drugs offer a breif ego death exsperiance but this is not a what I am communicating ether here.

Email me for more serious discoarse.

Ego death does not preclude an ego re-birth. What was once built can be so again. To think otherwise leads to a form of complacency which will put your progress at risk and is an open invitation for the ego to covertly set up shop once again. To avoid this self discipline (a discipline of the self) is required and a constantly careful attitude.

[zafada]

Thread number 9362 that I should stay away from.

[PainInDaBrain]

This is some deep stuff my friends

i have had one of those ego disorientations before

can you believe me if i say this?

it used to happen on some occassions and still happens randomly

but sometimes i would look at myself in the mirror or just think about looking at myself then all of a sudden memeorys from the past would flash back and forth and i would look at pictures of my dad,mom,grandma,friends,etc and i would look at myself and then all of a sudden it stops and i forget who i am for about a minute then i surge back to reality and remember i am 'me'

pretty wierd experience...